Blondie good for you!!!
What can I say about PIMOs ??
I dont know. But it must seem like you're climbing a mountain with an elephant on your back. Knowing what you know,,,,,& especially with family and friends who are still die in the wool,, hardcore JW. With going to meetings and everything and acting like you're a believer.
The mental stress , anguish and anxiety must be off the chart.
That is being a PIMO now,,,and know what you know now. Maybe you have family,,, all your friends & maybe your job depends on it.....must be super stressful !!